Today I want a cigarette.
I got to work at 7.30am and haven't stopped working since I got here. Until about 10am when I took a break. Then I went outside to the smoking area but Radek is under strict instructions to shout at me if I go near a cigarette so he that's what he did. Only got as far as holding it. Which is good, I suppose.
I can't remember wanting one this much in a very long time, so I need to really concentrate today on not having one. I know it will smell and taste disgusting and I know it won't help at all. So instead I'll focus on work, coffee and this box of biscuits that G just gave me.
I've also had a lot of admiring comments about the new bodywarmer I'm wearing today ~ apparently everyone really likes it/ thinks it's cool/ lovely colours, blah blah blah ~ what's funny (and what I'm not telling them) is it cost me £10 from New Look and it's a mens one ;)
I got to work at 7.30am and haven't stopped working since I got here. Until about 10am when I took a break. Then I went outside to the smoking area but Radek is under strict instructions to shout at me if I go near a cigarette so he that's what he did. Only got as far as holding it. Which is good, I suppose.
I can't remember wanting one this much in a very long time, so I need to really concentrate today on not having one. I know it will smell and taste disgusting and I know it won't help at all. So instead I'll focus on work, coffee and this box of biscuits that G just gave me.
I've also had a lot of admiring comments about the new bodywarmer I'm wearing today ~ apparently everyone really likes it/ thinks it's cool/ lovely colours, blah blah blah ~ what's funny (and what I'm not telling them) is it cost me £10 from New Look and it's a mens one ;)
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