Trying to stay calm.........

I still don't have a start date for the new job.......can you beleive that??  I mean, it's in the same building, and for the same company, and I've worked there for nine and a half years..........just how many checks will they need to do??

*rolls her eyes*

I am also sadly coming to the conclusion that I wish I'd not even bothered applying  :S  All that time I was undecided, I only had one very shallow reason stopping me, but in the end I ignored it, told myself off for being shallow, applied, and got the job.........now I know I should have listened to my shallow, better self!  :P  So next time, please remind me that shallow is good, ok?!

However........I will just have to get on with it now, too late to back out.  Besides, it's only a 6-month secondment, so I will do the best I can and try damn hard not to let it get to me too much..........though I think that will prove easier said than done.

I'm also going through one of those crazy periods where I have to do all the jobs in my flat that I've been putting off!!  Painting/fixing/cleaning, etc............and the more I do, the more I find!  :P

Saw Star Wars this weekend.......was ever so slightly disappointed, though to be fair I think my expectations were bloody high! Plus I was sad that this was the end :(  Anakin was hot, though! (but to be fair, I thought so last time too....just even more so this time!) :D 

Still have no vidding inspiration.......starting to wonder if I've just used it all up.  Think maybe it will come back when I'm not so stressed out about work and home  ;)  Hope so.............