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I was having this great dream last night that I can only remember bits of now. Something to do with me supposed to be going with some woman (who I didn't know) on some work training course, but we passed this building where there was some other industry training going on and cos the men looked hot, we decided to join their training instead even though we knew nothing about it. And the men were indeed hot... my kind of hot which is very cute and all a bit geeky with glasses on, pretty much all of them :) Oh, and then Captain Jack was also on this course and I ended up hooked up with him, but only in a 'hanging-out-but-pretty-much-inseperable' kind of way. *grins* That was kinda cool though. We'd gone out on some field trip as part of this training and were at the station waiting to come back and he was hugging me and we were laughing and he was pretty much telling me how great I am *grins again* and that's when my alarm goes off. And I hardly ever have to be woken up by my alarm. *sighs* Still, it was nice whilst it lasted.
My line manager yesterday offered very nicely to take me to the hospital and pick me up again after my operation if I needed someone to do that for me.
I also feel a lot like Peter Petrelli this morning. Apart from the fact that I'm an emo idiot (what's new there?) I do feel like I could go nuclear any minute. Between bouts of emo, obviously. In fact I don't actually think many people here would be that surprised at the moment. I think they're just hoping I can hold it off till Monday when I go on leave. I'm doing my best. No promises though.
I removed my header last night just because I'm bored with it now. I wanted to replace it with something else and I have a few things saved, but none of them really seemed right, so I've decided to just leave it blank till I find something I love. I am so damn fussy :) And my emo!Sammy icon is my new temporary default cos.. it's not that emo and I haven't found a Hiro one I love enough yet ;)
*hugs all*
My line manager yesterday offered very nicely to take me to the hospital and pick me up again after my operation if I needed someone to do that for me.
I also feel a lot like Peter Petrelli this morning. Apart from the fact that I'm an emo idiot (what's new there?) I do feel like I could go nuclear any minute. Between bouts of emo, obviously. In fact I don't actually think many people here would be that surprised at the moment. I think they're just hoping I can hold it off till Monday when I go on leave. I'm doing my best. No promises though.
I removed my header last night just because I'm bored with it now. I wanted to replace it with something else and I have a few things saved, but none of them really seemed right, so I've decided to just leave it blank till I find something I love. I am so damn fussy :) And my emo!Sammy icon is my new temporary default cos.. it's not that emo and I haven't found a Hiro one I love enough yet ;)
*hugs all*
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*loads of hugs*
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It was a great dream... and so damn rare. I always want to dream about people like that and never actually do.
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Yeah, I'm pretty much in the same state. Only no one's actually aware of it, so some people are going to be quite surprised when I finally lose it. And I'm sooo close right now...
I hope you operation will go without problems. I'm sending as much good thoughts as I'm capable of at the moment :-)
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I hope you feel better soon too.
*hugs*
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Your dream sounds brilliant! Who wouldn't want to be Capt. Jack's 'faghag'?
As for rl: woe. I figure this stress is because of the impending operation? *more hugs* I'm trying to send you a parcel but (a) I don't have the postage yet and (b) I can't find your favourite chocolate anywhere! But I'lll keep trying until I get the postage.
I like the icon you're using in this post; it's beautiful.
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I stumbled across this icon and a couple more by
I don't think I'm worried about the operation. I have a lot of other crappy stuff stressing me out right now. But maybe the operation is worrying me too. I guess I'll know for sure the nearer it gets. I'm trying to be positive about it though... different surgeon and different hospital to all the other times it's gone wrong (this is attempt number 4) so I'm optimistic it will be straightforward this time :)
*hugs you*
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OH NO! *lol*
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Still, at least I've had that one, and it was lovely .... :)
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Don't know what to say about being nuclear-emo 'cause that usually is something that has to run it's course (at least with me), but I'll give you a big hug to help you through it: *Squeezes*
I hope that helps at least a bit :)
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And thank you ... *hugs you back*
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I passed nuclear emo when I quit my job two weeks ago (false accusations aimed at me over the boss' repeated screw-ups & unethical behaviors) and have now passed into the reclusive "so depressed I can't eat or sleep and cry all the time" phase, which at least keeps me from dropping fallout on anybody else. This, too, shall pass!
I've had big nasal and sinus surgery, also from an accident, so I have a small idea of what you're facing. I have been and will continue to pray that you finally get the results you desire.
Hang in there, girl, I still believe that life can only stay this crappy for a while and then it HAS to improve just because of the law of averages!!! L,H,&P!
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*hugs back*
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*tries so hard, I really do*
*endearing elf grin*
*giggles*
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I do feel like I could go nuclear any minute.
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*cue dramatic/heroic music ;)*
*lightning strikes and heavy rain pours*
*camera cuts to...super cool elf*
*running through the dark dark forest of...darkness*
*jumping over fallen trees and brushing past the bushes*
*running, running, running*
*splashing in the shallow puddles and muddy ground*
*STOPS!*
*sees emo elf sitting on a tree stump by a river, huddled inside her coat and getting completely drenched*
Hey...
*thunder cracks and lightning flashes*
*walks up to you and sits next to you*
*puts my arm around you together with half my coat and gives you a hug*
Dude, if you ever think about emoploding, I'll always be right here to defuse you.
*hands you a little shiny sparkly something*
*it's too dark and rainy to see what it is*
*but you know exactly what it is*
:)
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*pulls out one of your earphones and has a listen*
*headbops...headbangs...plays air guitar and starts bouncing around*
*ahem*
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# na na n-na
# na na n-na
*slaps self*
Sorry. :$
# na na n-na
# na na n-na
*cheeky grin*
Okay. I'm going now. To bed. *lol* Once I smush all my stuff off it!
Sorry for um... leaving rambling rubbish on your LJ... ... ... ... 381 ;)
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You know how much I love this. You know.
Thank you :)
*loves you loads*
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I sent your Season 1 and 2 Supernatural back yesterday, but I sent it to your work address and I just read that you're going on leave? Sorry if that's going to cause a hassle! Ooh, also, I kept fogetting to ask whether you got your Season 2 SGA cd's back okay? I seriously hope you did, because I sent them, like, a month ago.
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And I was going to email you this evening to say I got the Supernatural episodes today, thank you :) The season finale has aired and I'll download it probably tomorrow then send you the last few episodes, OK?
*hugs*
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Wow, is it the season finale already? There's going to be a season three, right?
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