I finished watching Episode 4 about five hours ago and I'm still barely handling it, you know? It just hurt so much, it just killed me.
I can't believe Jack wouldn't give him that, the words. I bet he's never said them, and at least Ianto never said them in canon, so, yeah. At the very least Ianto died in Jack's arms and knowing that Jack wouldn't forget him. That hurt too, the idea that in a thousand or two thousand years, you would be forgotten by the most important person in your life. That made me cry, damn it. *sniff*
I haven't watched Episode 5 but I was told everything important that happens, and I don't think I'll watch it for a good week or two. I don't think I can handle the pain, you know? The mere idea... no, I'd rather just not know and think of Jack and Ianto running around the Hub, playing naked hide and seek. How about that_
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Date: 2009-07-12 11:10 pm (UTC)I can't believe Jack wouldn't give him that, the words. I bet he's never said them, and at least Ianto never said them in canon, so, yeah. At the very least Ianto died in Jack's arms and knowing that Jack wouldn't forget him. That hurt too, the idea that in a thousand or two thousand years, you would be forgotten by the most important person in your life. That made me cry, damn it. *sniff*
I haven't watched Episode 5 but I was told everything important that happens, and I don't think I'll watch it for a good week or two. I don't think I can handle the pain, you know? The mere idea... no, I'd rather just not know and think of Jack and Ianto running around the Hub, playing naked hide and seek. How about that_
*whimpers*