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I was having this great dream last night that I can only remember bits of now. Something to do with me supposed to be going with some woman (who I didn't know) on some work training course, but we passed this building where there was some other industry training going on and cos the men looked hot, we decided to join their training instead even though we knew nothing about it. And the men were indeed hot... my kind of hot which is very cute and all a bit geeky with glasses on, pretty much all of them :) Oh, and then Captain Jack was also on this course and I ended up hooked up with him, but only in a 'hanging-out-but-pretty-much-inseperable' kind of way. *grins* That was kinda cool though. We'd gone out on some field trip as part of this training and were at the station waiting to come back and he was hugging me and we were laughing and he was pretty much telling me how great I am *grins again* and that's when my alarm goes off. And I hardly ever have to be woken up by my alarm. *sighs* Still, it was nice whilst it lasted.

My line manager yesterday offered very nicely to take me to the hospital and pick me up again after my operation if I needed someone to do that for me.

I also feel a lot like Peter Petrelli this morning. Apart from the fact that I'm an emo idiot (what's new there?) I do feel like I could go nuclear any minute. Between bouts of emo, obviously. In fact I don't actually think many people here would be that surprised at the moment. I think they're just hoping I can hold it off till Monday when I go on leave. I'm doing my best. No promises though.

I removed my header last night just because I'm bored with it now. I wanted to replace it with something else and I have a few things saved, but none of them really seemed right, so I've decided to just leave it blank till I find something I love. I am so damn fussy :) And my emo!Sammy icon is my new temporary default cos.. it's not that emo and I haven't found a Hiro one I love enough yet ;)

*hugs all*

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Hmmmmm...Captain Jack is really, really good, but Jack O'Neill would be better! I know, it's the age difference between us. ;)

I passed nuclear emo when I quit my job two weeks ago (false accusations aimed at me over the boss' repeated screw-ups & unethical behaviors) and have now passed into the reclusive "so depressed I can't eat or sleep and cry all the time" phase, which at least keeps me from dropping fallout on anybody else. This, too, shall pass!

I've had big nasal and sinus surgery, also from an accident, so I have a small idea of what you're facing. I have been and will continue to pray that you finally get the results you desire.

Hang in there, girl, I still believe that life can only stay this crappy for a while and then it HAS to improve just because of the law of averages!!! L,H,&P!

Thank you :)

*hugs back*