Yeah, I saw that you were less worried about the hospital visit. Just sometimes anxiety isn't "logical" and even crossing something minor off your list can trick it and boost your mood. At least that's the way my brain usually works (or doesn't work, as the case may be).

I didn't make that icon, no, the lovely fivealive who sucked me into the fandom made a bunch of Ianto icons for me (including this one, which I think is my very favourite icon now). In return, I wrote her fic. Seemed a fair swap!