*squishes* I hope the up stays up for as long as possible, and that the down won't be such a huge drop. I had... two, I think, anxiety attacks I blogged on LJ before - both of which were entirely in capslock, and, reading them again, make me cringe at how in-your-face they were. xD But srsly, if that helps, do that! It seemed to help me. (:

And I think I'll be keeping ye on my flist for now, m'dear. It's not like we just added each other...! <333