God, so do I. I'm trying really, really hard not to get my hopes up again this time, as I think that if they cancel it for a third time, I'm just going to be so, so gutted.

It's stupid because he's a lovely bloke and he's really making an effort and I do appreciate that, it's just I'm so used to livng alone (apaprt from the weekends with Peter) that I just really miss having my own space.

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