I do, and thank you - but I can't talk about it, just makes it real and it's too frightening to actually allow myself to think about right now - hence the constant disappearing and burying myself in icons and fic. Plus - sometimes it gets too hard to be all jolly and whatever. I'm sure you know what I mean.

Anyway...

I don't have those caps, but you know what else I don't have which I'd totally love? The actual clip of that interview as I've never seen it!

*hugs*