Apart from the fact that I'm an emo idiot (what's new there?) I do feel like I could go nuclear any minute. Between bouts of emo, obviously.

Yeah, I'm pretty much in the same state. Only no one's actually aware of it, so some people are going to be quite surprised when I finally lose it. And I'm sooo close right now...

I hope you operation will go without problems. I'm sending as much good thoughts as I'm capable of at the moment :-)